I can’t wait for those nightmares
bad choices snicker at my scares
on the fence, I’m drying my sins
guts of a scapegoat fixed with pins
Light the fuse, I sit on bombs
I’d stick to the world in your palms
I can’t stop grinding my teeth
Excuse me, let me breathe!
Don’t tie me to the back seat!
You can’t hear me praying on repeat.
When I wake up I’m afraid,
I feel cold and betrayed
Secretly hiding your goodbye letter
into the sleeves of my favorite sweater
knotted around your swaying waist
We dance – a death tango, fast-paced
Somebody’s beneath my face
Somebody else took my place
Let me go, or start listening!
you look – my heart’s blistering