the template was destined to be wrong.
It took me decades to see why.
history of mistakes added up to delusion
alien failures became domestic madness Continue reading “3Ts”
The Hunt rises, shy at first, she flashes a smile
bright and milky above the star light’s exile
shapes grow solid, fog turns to trees and hills
Isn’t this how the world gets its thrills?
Once, I saw a man standing by a lake,
Hands by his side, dipped in ache.
His alabaster glass skin glowed blue,
confusion and regret, a heart too true, Continue reading “Under The Armor”
What’s a heart between beats?
Useless pieces of wind-up mechanics
a still lump of faulty desire,
shaped by struggle, Continue reading “What’s a heart for?”
I remember the sand between my toes
remember the first light invading the beach
remember the cold salty water
licking at my ankles, fingertips touching Continue reading “first times”
All deadly things possess cruel beauty.
For soul, a hungry fire, consuming duty-
for eyes, charcoal, and diamonds,
for voice, a guttural growl, then silence. Continue reading “Love, isn’t it?”
nowadays I’m blessed with wrath;
a poison-filled hollow, a walking skin
puffy eyes of dark, lips parched.
they part to let the shadow escape
between tiny millstones; my ivory tusks
they let it slip, grow, blossom in space,
so it ripens to a fruit, a shape, to a world
A world where souls do not matter
Where ghosts do not exist to be found
Where dreams are meant to be dissolved
in the past that died, sharing
the future that never comes
Nowadays I’m blessed with rage divine
Like a forgotten god, a flickering demon
with a milky stare, and wet tongue
licking off tears, blood‘n sweat
easing the wounds of a false me
Nowadays… I’m blessed…
– with frenzy.
wish to wish the words will flutter
in the wind of greed and hunger,
they will whisper about lust and rage.
in the back of your cranial maze Continue reading “hole in the middle”
I was once trapped.
Caught and bound.
Wrapped in bones,
flesh and blood and skin. Continue reading “brain storms”