It´s been maybe ages, long-lost days
A memory and breaking noises that pay
for those moments of happiness I had…
each and every heartbeat got bad
love, security, I wish I’d never felt
like snow in the desert – all melt
I wish, I never knew…
I wish – I …never knew
Someone found the right place
All you’ve to do is twist your face
Someone found the right spot
To break the back bone of hope
Easy to break into my mind
Fields with land mines you’ll find…
They stare at the moon, evil ‘n its men
The moon stares right back at them – then-
Leaving now for good, without your name
it’s not mine to see your fame
Crumbled rocks and empty space
There you lose me at your gates-
Destruction is not nearly complete,I fear
Battle drum calling demons, that I hear
Even in heaven, angels cary weapons
Burning lifes, instantly shriveling, – lost in seconds
Ash, dying embers, the death cry of a star
Someone found the right place to start a war…
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I lost something in the outer rim
itching me, like a phantom limb…
Outlines of something big and bright,
like the shiny armor of a useless knight.
*
Was my future at home- only a coop,
that smelled somehow of bantha poop?
Look, I´m not a krayt dragon´s pearl,
nor worth the effort for a sarlacc´s curl…
Why does a Jedi wave his hands?
This won´t get him over the bad lands.
Seeing all, like two suns over Dune Sea
“Force is strong with this one” he said,
Now I´m leading the troops ahead.
*
I lost something in the outer rim
itching me like a phantom limb…
Outlines of something big and bright,
It was my innocence dying that night.
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